| Writer's Block: Gone Too Far |
[11 Oct 2009|06:26pm] |
November 8th, 2005. I was 20 years old and an naive college student. I had finished DJing a radio show at my college for the night and to party, being it was a tuesday night, i attempted to drink half of a hendle of Georgi Vodka. BAD IDEA. one second i was giggly and running around the dorms and suites. the next second i was vomiting everywhere and trying to strip and talking and yelling nonsense. i blacked out and found myseld in a hospital bed the next morning and was thinking "where the fuck am i?". I was put on probation at my college and my mom wasn't mad at me, but she was hit with an 800 dollar hospital bill and i felt bad about that.
I still drink to this day, but not like that. lol. I know when to stop now and not to keep pushing myself to drink more when i cannot handle it. it also made me act more wary around my friends and not to make such a jackass of myself.
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| I'm back................again lol |
[07 Oct 2009|07:44pm] |
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Sepultura- "Arise/ dead Embrionic Cells" |
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updates on my lifes to be brief:
Shanna's NOT my friend anymore and i don' miss her. She's too much of a drama starting liar who has nothing better to do than drink and party everynite.
We haven't eben friends since 4th of july weekend and i'm totally fine with that. My life is more peaceful and simpler and healthier without her.
Katie if you ar reading this, call me ASAP. i haven't heard from you in weeks and i miss you. hope your new job is going well <3
oh and i have internet in my bedroom again, but it's slow as hell and i get booted off a lot. damn verizon card. haha
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| i have a really bad feeling that............. |
[22 Jan 2009|11:45am] |
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Queen_white queen |
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2 ex-friends of mine may have told some lies to some current friends of mine and now my current friends may have turned against me cuz i haven't heard a single word from them in 2 weeks.
wherever you are girls, just give me a sign everything is ok.
however, i have made some new friends who i am very happy to have gotten to know.
anyways i got work in about an hour.
i miss u girls :-(
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| my past week |
[21 Oct 2008|10:01am] |
i went to 6 flags saturday with Jill and Michelle. also we bumped into tory's boyfriend, chris on the line for batman the ride.
good times
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| oh i forgot to mention a few days ago............. |
[14 Oct 2008|01:53pm] |
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Paging grace "with you" |
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I BOUGHT A NEW CAR!!!!
a sky blue hyundai accent hatchback woot.
some ass ran a red light today and almost hit me boo!!! dumbass brentwood drivers.
not gonna ruin my new car fuckers!!!
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| some advice for you people |
[12 Oct 2008|11:52am] |
no matter how many people hate you and talk shit about you, don't ever change yourself, unless you have self destructive qualities.
I have definitely slowed down my drinking if my compare myself to now and a from a few years ago so i've made that quality better. also i don't give away every detail about myself, yeah i can still be TMI at times but i think i've controlled myself a little better.
but seriously, FUCK THE HATERS, AND LIVE FOR YOURSELF.HOLLA
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| apparently........... |
[10 Oct 2008|09:45am] |
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"womanizer"~ Britney spears |
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if i show up to that house party that was gonna go on this saturday, the owner and a few pals of him are gonna call the cops on me.
WOW. real mature. shouldn't people call the cops like on real criminals? not my fun party ass? lol
so apparently I'm Long Island's most dangerous woman? lol. maybe i should just show up to expand my already badass reputation LOL by being arrested.
Nah fuck no. I'm gonna skip the party and find something else to do cuz i'm above that.
seriously what the fuck did i do wrong to make those people hate me? I been nothing but a nice non-judgemental cheerful person with them.
I hate people who say they are nice and open-minded and non-judgemental and then they go shit behind my back. FUCK THAT.
P.I.M.P.E.T.T.E
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| this weekend there's gonna be some ............ |
[09 Oct 2008|02:21pm] |
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techno |
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drama. yes i know i never say that word but this weekend is the one weekend it's necessary. Some shit is gonna hit the fan if it hasn't already.
seriously why can't more people be fuckin honest with me instead of me having to confront them about their bullshit?
sweet jesus
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| this weekend |
[08 Oct 2008|10:26pm] |
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some shits gonna go down, whether some people like it or not
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| question if anyone wants to see a concert with me. |
[29 Sep 2008|11:49am] |
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"I have dreams" Eileen Flores |
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would anyone like to come to the city to see new kids on the block with me Monday October 27th?
yes i know i just saw them a few days ago but i wanna see them again lol. that's how good the show is.
comment if you are down.
good seats are 89 bucks and up.
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[08 May 2007|12:52am] |
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I got my grade changed and i am graduating. yeaaah bitches. suck on that
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| please do this guys. anonymously |
[13 Apr 2005|04:56pm] |
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pet shop boys "was that what is was" |
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1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
edit 9:02 p.m.: this post is public, so anyone can comment : D
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[18 Oct 2004|03:19am] |
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uggh. why do i have to keep on hearing "noises" coming from one of my suitemates' room lol.
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[14 Jul 2004|01:55pm] |
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"heart" pet shop boys |
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[12 May 2004|06:20pm] |
Friends ONLY
drop a comment if curious and ya wanna join in on the party
<3 Sophia
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